Whilst there is an ADHD creature (BTW), I didn’t feel that they represented my experience of ADHD – so I made a new one. Meet Buzz! Buzz the Busy Octopod Buzz the Busy Octopod Buzz was a little octopod with eight arms, two big eyes, and one very busy brain. Every day, Buzz had lots…
I’ve Got ADHD – Some Videos
Yeah, so turns out I have ADHD – I did a couple of videos talking about that and also how my first couple of weeks on Elvanse have been so far. So this is the one talking about what getting the diagnoses means to me. This one is about what happened next
I have anxiety and depression
I have anxiety and depression (and dyslexia and am waiting for an ADHD assessment, if we are counting!). I’ve had both for a long time. No trauma, or sad backstory, It’s just the way I’m wired; it runs in my family. Over the years, I’ve had ups and downs, some more severe than others, all…
Should – The Mental Health Killer
Should. A terrible word for your mental health. I should be a rockstar by now. I should have learned French, I should get a promotion, I should be a millionaire. We often say things like this, an odd sense of entitlement to something that never was. Because of this, we rarely stop to ask why…
Self Sabotage and Depression
This is a weird one. When you are depressed you often start to sabotage your own chances of escaping from depression! What do I mean by self-sabotage? Well, I thought it best to let research define that for us here, just so I don’t sound like I’m making stuff up. I found a nice definition…
Today, I’m Okay. How are you ?
I was just walking the dog and bumped into a friend I’d not seen in a while. As is customary, he asked me how I am. I thought for a moment and realised, I’m okay! It has been a while since I said that and really meant it. Usually it’s just the answer we are…
Recognising My Depression Tipping Point
I’ve come to realise over the years that my brain is a bit like Homer Simpsons. However, rather than his cry of “Every time I learn something new, it pushes some old stuff out of my brain.”, mine is more focused on my ability to prevent dropping into depression. From my simplistic point of view,…
What does anxiety feel like
Just a quick one. A while back, working with my daughter, I made a video ) soundscape that conveyed how it felt when she was having an anxiety attack. I wanted to share it here, but also warn you that it can be a touch triggering for some. Of course it’s not how everyone feels…
New Personal Blog
Hi all. This is the new home for my more personal blogs about my life, mental health, family and so on – I wanted to keep it separate from my gamification content from now on! I won’t be updating here as much as other sites, but I will pop on from time to time to…
I’m Dyslexic and it isn’t a Superpower!
I’m dyslexic. I was diagnosed 30 or more years ago. So I say with all respect, stop calling Dyslexia a superpower. It belittles & glamourises a condition that is, to many, crippling and leads to terrible anxiety and self-esteem issues. When I was young, I was labelled stupid by my school. In fact, my maths…